02-Be be your love

My first love...I don't know if I have ever fallen in love. I've heard countless stories and a lot of my friends claim to be in love. For the longest time I didn't believe them, I was cynical toward the whole situation. We are too young to be in love but I've realized it doesn't have to do deal with age. It is the level of maturity that you have to care for someone else more than yourself. It is about sacrificing everything you have to make the other person happy. And then I realized I was wrong, maybe they are in love and maybe I shouldn't be judging their feelings.
I can't tell you what love is like, I just can't. But I do know this is always what I have felt like love should be, "I don't want to be somebody's crush. If somebody likes me, I want them to like me for me, not what they think I am. And I don't want them to carry it around inside. I want them to be able to do whatever they want around me. And if they do something I don't like, I'll tell them." the perks of being a wallflower
Lately I believe that when two awkward people meet the awkwardness cancels out.
Simple texts make my heart beat really fast and I fancy the late night phone calls we have. I find myself smiling for no particular reason lately. I like that he loves his mom and wants to go on a mission.
Right now I adore a boy with my entire heart.

1 comment:

  1. i really think you are an awesome girl.
    and your blog explains how i feel about many many things.